Can I choose who I date PLease???????????????????

4/17/07 Please pray that God will fix it so that I can date the people that the God chooses for me=willie=and not somebody that the white God okays=Please pray for Willie's protection and that God fixes it so that whoever I or Willie date that mind control will not work in the relationship=also pray for my and Willie's protection=aslo please pray concerning my letting go of the past=Joel Osteen sent me a CD=titleled=Let go of thepast=after listening to it=I began to wonder=how do make the pastlet go of you=to control someone's dating habits=what they did in slavery=then began to think about situations=concerning white males=my first encounter with white males=when I was five years old=they took me and my sibblings to a foster home=just recently got over it=then second occurance=when a group of white males came into our house when my mother was in the hospital=my father was in jail=my cousin asked for a search warrent=have yet to see it=my sister started having epilepic seizures after that=third incident was when we had the family reunion at the barn dinner theather=they had on suits=fourth incident=was when my earthly father was in the hsopital and white males=were messing with the elevators/one would be on each eleveator that came to a floor so that I may have to stand waiting for an elevator for fifteen minutes=told the hospital=hospital did nothing=and the fifth time encountering all white males=in white trucks when I was driving=????wrote the dept of transportation about the harassment=so aaas I was saying=how do you make the past let go of you=at five years of age=have yet to be delivered from the whtie male demon=and please know that I KNOE that all white males are not like them=I'm speaking in terms of letting go of the past=I have tried=don't know what to do when the past won't let you go=????so-please pray that the past will let me go as I let the past go. Thanks for your prayers and may peace and may prospertiy be within thy walls.Peacenowst

You're Next????????????????????

4/14/07

Following is a copy of a prayer request submitted to Schambach Ministries prayer board concerning Willie and my relationship=which include part of societal forces reponses to the possiblitlites if there is a desire for either of us or any African Americans to continue a relationship without permission. A lot of this started in 1982 when God told me to have a family reunion=which I did not know how to do=but he showed me how=at the second family reunion which was held at the local barn dinner theather=a bundh of white males=seem like 10 to 15 (mor or less), but it was a bunch walked aroung to the front of the barn=asked who was in charge=the barn was in my name= it was one=big=he asked me if I was in charge=I asked if there was anything wrong=he never answered=I told him the barn was registered in my name=shortly after that=things ==????started happening=long story short=communication=help them=by allowing them to control=tell me/what to do=????my question was and who are you=and still is=and who are you=????know that they know how to communicate what they can do for people who don't cooperate with them=which includes removing just about all the African American males in my family way before their time.
On 4/13/07 upon going to take care of some buisness=lady offered me a seat=I said I would stand=she asked=you don't feel well=and then she gave me some negative information=then I told her=that's why if I didn't feel well=why I wouldn't feel well=imagine living a life in which the situations are always out of bounds of the normal to the extent that you can't live a normal life to the extent that your situation is so abnormal that those who are creating the abnormal circumstances are so obvious=even to a baby=Anyway to make a long story short=I explained some other things to her=and that's when she said=you sound like my daddy=and I said how=she said my daddy told me that there was nothing wrong with him=that the doctors did something to him to make him sick and that he would probably be dead within five years and she said sure enough he was.= the point is that white males=started communicating on the second family reunion=to let them control=????did not get it=but for the last twenty plus years=they have been extemely consistant that they control me=and my punishment has been that if they cannot control me=they will fix it so that they control others=my family members=and relationships/income/etc..=and being as I stated that over half of the African Americans males in my family have been taken off the earth before their time=they can do exactly what they say=who is going to stop them=they control everything= I guess I should add to the prayer request that Willie does not become one of the African American males who leaves the earth because they can't control my gift=Also to confirm=read somewhere where they are getting ready to pass some laws concerning thoughts=called thought laws=means that people who think certain thoughts will be classifed as not cooperating=or as breaking laws=?????

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Prayer is as follows:

4/14/07 Please pray that Willie will live and declare the Glory of the Lord=upon coming to the Public Library=white male was standing where you sign up for a computer=he was just standing there=he had on a t-shirt with writing= he stood there while I signed up to get on the computer=???after getting situated and settling down=notice that he moved according to how I moved=???and then the Lord told me to pay attention to what was on his t=shirt=had and anon his shirt=RED ROOSTER=the name of a local club in which a policeman was killed=pray for the officer and his family=know how they send messages=as stated earlier=God told me to just tell Willie some things about the situation=their response=is to send white male=with RED ROOSTER ad=being that they have used mind control on Willie for a long time=really not sure what the message is=but I know that it is not good=also they=???put a magazine outside of library door facing a certain way= magazine name="YES"=the picture they had on the front cover this week was a picture of a cross at a graveyard=please pray for Willie and myself=that God will lead, guide and protect both of us as he speaks. Thanks for your prayers and may peace be within thy walls and prosperity within thy p